This aint a fairy tale

Well I guess nothing can last forever even when you are suppose to live forever hu?
I had to let him go. I know I cant fight this. He has to leave. Who can blame him with the hell Sadira put him though. I'm so sorry Michael I did love you I felt it. You were breaking though this thick skin of mine. I do hope you can get better an survive with out to much more trouble.

I Have to be strong an not fight cant lose my cool all over you or what they did to you.
I was just a stupid girl.
Please be safe live life to the fullest an thank you for the best 2 weeks I could of asked for. I don't care what trouble we got in to it was fun an thank you.
I don't blame you but this song just fits us so well

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

Valentines Night-walk on the beach

Valentines Night to my surprises.
(part one)
We took a walk on the beach.
We looked out on to the big blue sea.
We smiled an talked an seemed to be in peace filled moment.
You complemented me you made me smile. I liked that.
Resting my head on your shoulder as we watched that which we both like.

Then she popped up. How long was she watching listening to us.
Can you be with two? Can You fall for two her an me?
Is it possible. what about me. can I fall for two is it right?
Is it what we must all do to not want to kill each other.

(part two)
I Am. We are laying on the beach looking up to the velvet sky with the sparkling stars an the speechless moon.
They do not judge us, they smile down. As the Waves crash agents the shore it reminds me so much of home.
I wish there were away to make you pick me but thats not my job follow your heart.
You give me the gift, I treasure them I will always wear them.
Dose this mean you pick me? I know they are special

(part three)
don't cry, it will be alright. I will try not to hurt you an I will try to be here for you when ever you need.

I will always be there to help you.
(like I did )
All you have to do is ask.
( like you did)

Valentines Night-walk on the beach

It all started with a walk on the beach.

new life-2weeks beyond.

I remember when you taught me to hold a blade.
The daggers you placed in my tiny little hands, I didn't notice then how pale you were. I didn't put together all the clues of the life you lived. The allergy to the sun...
The lies...the truth's what was there.

You were training me to be this way weren't you.
The Classes you forced me to go to. Everything was for this moment.

I remember what I was told. It was easier then. I didn't have the taste of death, I didn't look any where I wasn't suppose to. I kept my eyes closed.
Like the good little girl I was. every one thought I was so pure...
that i would take the abuse longer..
Pain is pleasure ...right?

I was blind an mute as I was suppose to be.
I must be again.
I do not mean to be so dumb I do not mean to speak like this.

But I am not the same little girl you raised.

I have changed you do not know everything about me any more.

I am trying an must try harder not to screw up.

This new life-1 week old

This new life has been interesting.

It has only been a week.

Most of the time it is all right.

Being kept so close. I understand his fears.

But I just want to play experience what I can with this new life.

My past is past I can’t ever go back to it.

This new me, she’s  got to relax.

Have more fun but keep the elegant beauty from my past.

I have met a few here who seem like they may help this new me,

 learn this new life.

Id call them friends.

Kathrine Scarlet Rose Boru