up, down. 1 2 3 how deep is this hole?

so where do we start this time?
Ok back to the frenzying Fiona. That sounds good to me.
All I wanted was for her so stop hurting him.
Yes it was stupid what I said to her, I do think I did learn that. It was Bit right in to my chest. Right don't piss her off, or hell how bout the rest her family.
**shivers** alright so that really sucked I messed up yep an I sure paid for it more then just the pain shes left me with.

Im summoned were both summoned, now ive done it I think its my death day again. That man chopped Michaels legs off. what would he do to me. I wanted to bolt for that door as we walked in. But I composed my self.
Come on Katie walk in there maybe you wont die maybe he'll only take a limb..ohh not my legs I couldn't dance...
So many thoughts in less them a second

I pull my self to the table so slowly. glad i had Fiona's wounds to slow me down. one wrong move to that door an ited be heads off for me. There in charge. No way can you run from them.
Sit down Katie just take this like a good bitch.

I listened i heard an I was shocked. My fangs? Looking up to him I couldn't help but bite down. it was reflex. I did open up for him tho. would I really sit there him over me an try to fight him? Wouldn't that be the stupidest thing ever?

I let him use the knife he popped them out poof no more fangs. it hurt like a mother ahhh. *shivers* that guy is really scary.

Alright well Brian lost his an alot nicer manor to but he was trying to teach me something. I did learn it I did but then, well Brian asked me to leave i did gracefully respectfully to both sally an her grace.
I had nothing but respect an didn't say a word besides my parting.

Well this evening well what do I find? Well look there some one else trying to push you deeper in the hole.
some one saying something that was a complete lie.

The harpy of our city who already seems to have so many enemies so many say don't pay any mind to her, that she never tells the full truth, loves to use words twist them to fit her story. They say she has no merits so why do i get stupid an reply to her trash.

Because she says I was disrespectful to SALLY, the 2ed highest in our city the one who cut Michaels legs off???????? IS SHE FUCKING NUTS???????

Would i be walking if i had disrespected him there after what he just did??? After what I know he has done what he is capable
of. How many times have I heard it don't fuck with him. I'm not some stupid bitch I wouldn't dare that. it would be suicide for me an Brian.

So im dumb an respond to the trash
Ok calling her a lier fine fuck it I was wrong. But thee bitch did lie an I will always believe I was in the right with this one an I don't care who believes the Harpy shes just reporting trash.

I hold my head high an ignore her trash I will pull us both out of this hole an not let her or the other who strikes a cord with me trick me any more. they will fail an I will laugh when they do. I will forever an always know who not to trust not to speak to or around. My words will always be twisted. by the biased of harpy



I will pull Brian back out of this hole some how he will get his position back he must.
I hate how i feel for him now. how dare he take that from me.. but im also feeling more an more like those who dare wish him pain will have to go though my blade now. I cant stop the feelings in my head hes even or more then ace now... how can that be. I love Ace I want to make this work I dont want to be pulled to Brian ... NO i wont let it happen.

I do hate you Brian but I also love you it hurts so much an I hated saying it to you it just felt like it would hurt you an me both the first thing I could think to stab at your heart. with out getting killed for bringing Fiona in it. I wont do that again.
I am sorry for everything I don't know what to do I keep crawling up out this hole an get pushed right back in...

Ace will you still love me will you even want me now that im fully bonded to him?

I have alot on my list I must fix any of the mess ups involving Brian. some how I cant let him hurt because of me.